In this time, I only found out that I really don' t understand the meaning of friends, best friend and even a true friend. I finding myself miserable in my time. I felt that I was alone and staying in a mood that really down.
In many circumstance, I already know that a true friend is hard to find while friends are cannot be trust easily. Thinking back myself, I find that I am quite stupid just joining one group of friend that I treat them as my best friend but actually they also don't care and think about me. I also don't really understand what kind of friend that I am having. One is my roommate, while another is my trusted friend that I really don't understand why they treat me like that.
I know a good friend is some wan that won't judge you and to be trusted. Good friend will not put you down and deliberately hurt your feeling and will show kindness and respect. Good friend is someone who can accept you for who you are. while a true friend is a little more that a very good friend. A true friend will give support all the time.A true friend will support you when the whole world opposite you. A true friend will fully understand you compare to a very good friend. A true friend will come to help you when you need help. A true friend is hard to find.
From this I already know that they already not my true friend even not my good friend because they also din care about me. I think they fell happy with the time without me. If I have a choice again, I will choice the time while we are happy rather than now.
